*Update* I’ve decided to keep the blog up and running while I re-do the first couple of chapters. It shouldn’t take me very long. Hopefully a week or so. The next chapter for Cole’s story is finished, so that will be up soon, after that I plan to add to the first generation to flesh it out a bit. I thought long and hard about doing so and I’m definitely doing it for me. I’ll just be happier knowing that I’m personally happy with it. Thank you for all your comments, every single one of them is appreciated!
Just a heads up incase there is someone who might be reading this legacy and wants to finish it. I’m going to be locking this site down to private in a couple of days, so I can do a lot of re-do’s. The first generation is terrible. And I mean gag me with a spoon bad. I admit when I started I didn’t know what the heck I was doing. I’ve always been tough on myself, and berate myself for even the smallest of mistakes. It’s not a quality in myself that I admire. So until I have fixed the first generation into something I’m proud of, I would rather it disappear for a while.
I’ve noticed for a long time now that most people don’t make it past the first couple chapters, and I can not blame them one bit. To anyone that has ever commented, I thank you. Each one made me smile. I’m sorry if this sounds like a pity party, it’s not. It just upsets me to think that people are judging my entire legacy based on the few beginning chapters, and I feel that most people comment not because they like the story, but because they feel they have too. I myself only comment on stories I like, otherwise I wont waste my time. LOL.
Another reason for this unexpected shut down is because of my current relationship problems. I’m currently in a very mentally abusive relationship that I’m having trouble getting out of. He saw me playing the sims the other day and laughed at me. He asked what I was doing, and I said I was playing the sims, and creating a story to go along with it. He read the first two chapters of this legacy and laughed. Said some crap I don’t feel like repeating, and said that there are better things I could be doing with my time.
I just felt like an explanation was owed incase I do have anyone who sincerely does enjoy this story. I will be changing the first generation. I wont change the story line, but I will add to it, and make it better, with more details better writing, and more pictures. My sincere hope is in doing this I will feel better about myself and can shake myself out of this funk that i’m currently in.
To all you other writers out there, keep on writing!